Doing well this week…….except when I weighed in this morning. 400gms………..excuuussseee moi??!! I was devastated to be honest. 400 measley, bloody, rotten grams!!!! Farking hell……….why, oh why after all I have “suffered”! Bastard scales…they must be wrong. I considered filling the sink up and drowning myself or sticking my head up my Tuscon’s exhaust pipe, or sitting in the bath with a blunt razor blade! But I got over that because my head wouldn’t fit in the sink, the neighbours would see me at the Tucson and we don’t have a farking bath!!!! Funnily enough, this is the first week I have actually felt like I have lost weight. I had a try on session of some trousers and things I had folded away for a couple of years, some with the tags still on them, and all of them now fit except for two!!! I was stoked with that!! They are 18’s and one pair is not the “big shop” 18 either!! Oh well, I am over it now. A loss is a loss and as long as I am going down I should be happy! ……………. but, I still might sulk for a while 🙂
I have been buying gorgeous little plates and cake forks and bits and pieces. I love setting up my cup size meals onto these and it helps with the “head” stuff as well. I drink my vitatmin each morning out of a wine glass. It actually looks like I am having a nice glass of urine from a very dehydrated person… lol But, for some reason, it tastes so much better when drunk from a wine glass…..and a crystal one at that!
Aside from being disappointed with this weeks loss I have been quite happy with how it is all going. I am feeling more comfortable. Something I have noticed this week, is the bit where I plug my seatbelt in, doesn’t dig into my bum anymore!! Yes, I know….that’s a biggie!!!! It just kind of dawned on me this morning….like, I twigged I wasn’t shuffling my humungous arse to the right to get the bloody belt plugged in and then staying there so it didn’t dig in!! I have also noticed that the two times I felt I may have eaten too much I got shoulder pain. One night I shovelled too many mashed vegetables into my gob too quickly and almost straight away my shoulder started panging. I thought it may have been co-incidence….so I tested the theory a couple of nights later 🙂 Yep….got shoulder pain again. Maybe that is going to be one of my “signs”…….does anyone else experience this?
I am so close to 100kgs I can smell it!!! I would just love to weigh less than my husband for the first time in 17yrs of marriage!! Now that would be something!! I would love to think he might have half a chance of hauling me out of a gutter or something if I collapsed. I would like him to make a bigger dent in the bed than me!! I want to walk along the beach with him and see that his shadow on the sand is wider than my shadow!! I want to hang the washing out and my trousers be smaller than his trousers. Simple things….but they will mean a heap to me when they happen!! It will just be nice to get to the size where I can get into my husband’s pants 🙂 Speaking of which……………………………….
Did I mention now everything has healed I seem to be wanting to be more “active” and have much more “energy”……………:)
Here’s a picture that just tickled my funny bone!!……